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RANDOM THOUGHTS.

WARNING: THESE ARE ALL MY SLIGHTLY BLUNT AND HONEST OPINIONS ON SOMETHING. IF YOU FIND IT OFFENSIVE. DONT READ IT. OR X THE PAGE. =)

THE NAMES ASHLEY, IM PRETTY OUTGOING AND I GET ALONG WITH ALMOST EVEYONE. I DON'T INTENTIONALLY DISLIKE PEOPLE BEFORE I GET TO KNOW THEM. I USUALLY GIVE EVERYONE A CHANCE AT FIRST.WHEN I FIRST MEET PEOPLE I TRY TO GET TO KNOW THEM, UNLESS YOUR JUST A HUGE BITCH. OR YOUR TOO FULL OF YOURSELF TO START A CONVERSATION.

RACISM - ITS A HUGE ISSUE NOWADAYS... AND IT SHOULDN'T BE. ITS REALLY STUPID HOW SOME PEOPLE JUST JUDGE BASED ON YOUR APPERENCE OR RACE. SPEAKING ON MY PERSONAL OPINION LIVING IN A SMALLER CITY LIKE I DO, PEOPLE DON'T KNOW ABOUT DIFFERENT CULTURES OR RACES. FOR EXAMPLE... I'M BRAZILIAN,EAST INDIAN AND SPANISH... AND JUST BCUZ I'M DARKER SKINNED PEOPLE JUST ASSUME I'M BLACK OR AFRICAN... THAT REALLY PISSES ME OFF...THE FACT THAT THEY JUST LOOK AT YOU... AND ASSUME YOUR THE RACE. LIKE... SERIOUSLY ...MAYBE YOU SHOULD FUCKING GO TO A CITY LIKE TORONTO AND SEE THE DIFFERENT CULTURES AND CROWDS THERE... THEN COME BACK AND BE LIKE... DAYYUMM... WAS I WRONG. I ENJOY BEING AROUND PEOPLE THAT ARE DIFFERENT CULTURES,PERSONALITIES AND SUCH... BECAUSE IT MAKES YOU MORE EXPERIENCED AS A PERSON TO KNOW ABOUT DIFFERENT PEOPLE AND DIFFERENT PARTS OF THE WORLD.

BEING A MINORITY IS A DISADVANTAGE IN A SMALL COMMUNITY...IT SEEMS LIKE YOU HAVE TO BE WHITE OR HAVE LIGHTER SKIN... THEN U CAN GET BY... BUT IF U HAVE A DARKER SKIN ITS LIKE... UGH.. SHES TRASH... IT SO SAD HOW SOME PEOPLE THINK...

WELL YOU KNOW WHAT... TO ALL THOSE PEOPLE WHO ARE RASIST AND THINK THAT A RACE IS HIGHER THAN ANOTHER... FUCK YOU!

I'M ALSO A DANCER/SINGER/ACTRESS. I'VE LEARNED A LOT THROUGH THE YEARS OF BEING IN TRAINING WITH "FRIENDS" AND "ENIMIES" OF MINE. ITS REALLY SIMPLE. DON'T TRUST ANYONE WITH ANYTHING. EVEN IF YOU THINK YOU KNOW THEM. WHEN IT COMES TO BEING COMPETIVE. I'M NOT REALLY. I JUST DO MY THING. AND HOPE TO GET RECONGIZED FOR IT. AND THEN THERE COMES JEALOUSY I'M NOT A JEALOUS PERSON. AND I'M REALLY HAPPY FOR EVERYONE IF THEY CAN MAKE A DIFFERENCE OR GET RECONIZED FOR SOMETHING THEY HAVE DONE. BUT ON THE OTHER HAND. YOU JUST KINDA WISH THAT WAS YOU, AND THAT YOU WERE THE ONE WINNING SOME STUPID AWARD. THAT LATER ON, DIDN'T REALLY MEAN A DAMN THING. ITS REALLY FUNNY TO ME WATCHING THESE PEOPLE CRY OVER 1 THING JUST BECAUSE THEY DIDN'T WIN A CERTAIN AWARD. OR THEY DIDN'T GET A HIGH ENOUGH MARK ON A TEST. THEY BLAME EVERYONE ELSE. AND THEY DON'T LOOK AT THEMSELVES. ITS QUITE FUNNY ACTUALLY.

GIRLS: YA GOTTA LOVE EM'. THERES THE FLAT OUT BITCHES THAT JUST DON'T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT ANYTHING OR ANYONE. THEN THERES THE REALLY SWEET GIRLS THAT WOULDN'T DARE STAND UP FOR THEMSELVES, AND JUST TRY TO GET ALONG WITH PEOPLE. THEN, THERES JUST THOSE DESPRITE ONES, THAT JUST NEED ATTENTION ALL THE FUCKING TIME.THESE KIND REALLY ANNOY ME. I JUST CAN'T STAND TO SEE THOSE GIRLS THAT IF A GUY PAYS THEM A LITTLE BIT OF ATTENTION , THEY THINK IT MEANS SOMETHING. HAHA. HATE TO BREAK IT TO YA HUN, BUT JUST BCUZ A GUY MAY KISS YOU, FLIRT WITH YOU OR ANYTHING. DOESN'T MEAN THEY WANT A FUCKING REALATIONSHIP WITH YOU! THEY JUST WANT TO HAVE A GOOD TIME. THATS IT, THATS ALL.

GUYS: YA GOTTA LOVE EM' FROM THE REALLY SWEET. TO THE JOCKS. 2 THE JUST STRAIGHT UP JACKASS'.=) WHERE DO I BEGIN... I HAVE TO ADMIT. I DO FLIRT WITH A LOT OF MY GUY FRIENDS. ITS NOT MY FAULT I SWEAR...:)HAHA. BUT SERIOUSLY. YES I DO FLIRT. AND THEY DO FLIRT BACK. BUT IT DOESN'T MEAN ANYTHING WE'RE JUST HAVIN' FUN. AND I'M NOT THE TYPE OF CHICK TO BROADCAST TO THE WHOLE DAMN WORLD THAT I LIKE SOMEONE. I'M NOT SHY ABOUT IT. ITS JUST... I LOVE MY FRIENDS BUT... SOMETIMES. IT MAY SEEM LIKE I'M INTO SOMEONE, BECAUSE WE FLIRT ALL THE TIME, BUT I'M NOT IF I LIKE SOMEONE I WILL SAY IT TO THE PEOPLE I CAN TRUST. NOT TO SOME DUMB BITCH THAT WILL GO FUCKING TELL EVERONE. TRUST ME. I HAVE LEARNED THE HARD WAY.

THEN THERES THE OLDER GUYS- OH I LOVE THEM TOO. BUT. SOME OF THEM JUST WANT 1 THING. WE ALL KNOW WHAT THAT IS. ALSO SOME OLDER GUYS CAN FLIRT WITH YOU. YEA SURE. WHY NOT. THEY ONLY WANT YOU BECAUSE THEY ASSUME BECAUSE YOUR YOUNGER.BUT.. DON'T GET ME WRONG NOW...NOT ALL OLDER GUYS ARE LIKE THAT. SOME CAN BE REALLY NICE. AND THEY DON'T REALLY CARE THAT YOUR YOUNGER... THEY LIKE YOU FOR YOU THEY DON'T REALLY CARE ABOUT HOW YOUNG YOU ARE. BUT OBVIOUSLY... IF THEY'RE 18 AND YOUR 13-14 AND THEY'RE HANGING OUT WITH YOU... SUMTHING JUST ISN'T RIGHT THERE.

*IM NOT STEREO TYPING ALL GUYS, JUST WUT I'VE WRITTEN ABOVE